Yesterday, we had a terrible thunderstorm and the weirdest thing happen today. I came with such idea and SQUEEEEEEEEEEE :D I can't to share it with my friend. My friend is sooo dear to my me very close to my heart. I so excited in the middle of a terrible thunderstorm. LOL I think I was a bit to crazy to be very happy during scaring moment but I try my best to calm my poor dog who so terrify of storms.

Bothersome Bother! The thunderstorm somehow disrupt my connect to the internet but that not going to stop me to contact my dear friend. :)

At least today I can stand up for longer periods and I am able to do more chores to today which is good for my mother had to work today so I ease her from a couple of farm chores.

 This morning, I decided to get up at 5:00am after staying awake for the last three hours from 2:00am. When I just came out of the house, I heard a baby goat crying. I dash to the goat dairy and my first few thoughts were that the baby goat was stuck. As I quickly survey all the goats and everything looks normal. Until I heard the cry again, this time I found the baby goat ‘Daisy’ with her foot stuck in a hole in the goat trailer (an old trailer with a roof on top). Her mother ‘Doris’ was beside and she had no idea what going on so I manage to get Daisy foot out of the crack. LOL! She thinks I was her mother and try to suck from a pretend goat’s tit although she was sucking my jumper a bit. At least Daisy is fine and normal.

 Most the morning is normal but I can do more stuff like organising and planning. I really need to chance my look on my Livejournal.

This morning, I felt our first warm winds of spring that felt pleasant. I saw beautiful petals of plum trees’ flowers flying in the wind gently among the light and shadows. I almost see every petal reflecting sunlight off them in the shadows.

 There was terrifying cyclone-like wind that happens most of the day. Cyclone is the Australian term for Hurricane. It made my day unpleasant and I was afraid for a thousand reasons. For example the terrible winds somehow sap my strength out of my body. It was scary to hear my bedroom window groaning slightly. I manage to get a lot of photos during the winds. I might say I have a lot of courage to ignore the raging winds. Here is some photos of the wind in the trees.

I made some good French toast that I haven’t made for 5 or 6 years. I’m learning to cook from my mother. She is a great maker when it comes to food and dinner.

 
Power went out during the terrible windy time and I was so worried about that the people who fix up the power system might take a long time to get the power back til the next day. I really don’t want to miss my last MSN chat with my friend but thank god! the power came back tonight. I get used to these power outs that happen a few times during the year.

 
When I’m milking the goats, I felt this happiness going through my body as I remember my experience of first friendship. Oh Linwe! ^_^ You help me so much in my life and I really want to help you. ^_^ It lasted for a very long single hour. It felt so good and a great sensation.

 
I manage to get about one and half hours of sleep this morning. I done some more apple tree pruning and made good progress. At least I have two more fruit trees, which are pear trees. I can be easily sunburnt here in Australia and it odd that here is still winter season but actually spring season already here. The people who live in the Northern Hemisphere are really lucky to good decent Ozone layer to protect them but not here in Australia. We are slowing roasting under slow hot fire.

 
At lunch time, I beginning to feel sick and having body temperature changing and feeling weak. I felt so weak and tired that I easily went to sleep for another two hours. I feel better after binge drink waters. I am a serious hydro-holic and I just love drinking water.

 
I am planning to write my LJ and emails earlier so I can not lose sleep at night. I can’t wait for tomorrow to talk to my friend. ^_^

This morning, I had about 6 and half hours worth of sleep. I really shouldn’t stay up late writing my journal but this entry is even bigger than the last few entries I wrote. *Groan* It been a long day but I have to write this entry because it been a good day.

At 8:30am, I feel more confident and not shy anymore when I go on to MSN. I felt a bit low that morning and I had very few things to talk about because my mind is not into gear that morning.

This morning, me and my older sister Angeline planning to move some fish into an old bathtub full of mosquito wrigglers. We had a fun time catching fish together. Later today, the lucky fish want on a feeding spree that they shot out as silver arrows while eating wrigglers. The wrigglers gather up in one corner of the bathtub as a school of sea fish.

I noticed my eyes were not light sensitive today and my body is getting rid of the nasty homeopathic medicine chemicals in my body. It’s good that I won’t have more problems with light sensitivity.

At midday, I had to catch on some beauty sleep from staying up late last night writing my livejournal. Somehow, my dreams are so different that I have when I am power napping. The dream was me in my room and I was peacefully doing a drawing and reading fascinating history. I think it was inspirations I get from making friends online at livejournal.

After my beauty sleep, I decide to consult with ‘Oracle Cards; healing with angels’. These cards have great art done by someone who had a website www.Hayhouse.com but I haven’t check out the website yet. I pick a card called ‘Emerging’ and somehow I have natural or supernatural sense of picking the right card that means most to me today. I found this paragraph from the booklet very interesting.

‘You are awesome in many ways and you are beginning to trust and reveal your true nature more easily. At one time, you have believed that you had to hide your feeling from others (or even from yourself!). Now however, you realise how vital and attractive expressing your authentic self is.’

The last few days, I am being feeling good physically building up my lower and upper back. I had a serious back problem in the past 17 years old. It was so unfair for me being so young to get this injury that I will have for the rest of my life. I have managed to work on weak back muscle this year and I feel like making good progress to recover to be a new person. Yoga and Pilates will help a lot for my body and my life.

This afternoon, I was pruning apple trees in hot burning sun at least I was wearing sunscreen. While I was pruning, I try to focus my mind to imagine I am working with a piece of art sculpture with an apple tree I and Illana (four year girl from our good neighbours at the back) talk together which was fun. I show a lot of photos I have taken today and she was greatly interested especially the photos of her. It was so sweet that we sing together one time and it feels goods.

I’ve work physical and mentally hard today and I feel quite proud of myself. I really have focus on a lot of things today with a very sharp mind except the morning and writing this entry of course. I felt I have a good understanding of my body and my condition of my back muscles. I starting to get a habit to meditate after working hard on farm chore like this evening.

Notepads are so great that I over flow my notepad with ideas. I have problems losing ideas in a few second and notepads are great to help to remembers ideas as well tasks because I’m being a serious daydreamer today and not really concentrating on my farm chores.

It is so strange that felt very happy this afternoon even when I was exhausted that was always a smile on my face. It really weird to be very happy that somehow it something I must have developed when I stop doing high school. I reckon I’m going crazy or something. I had so many ideas and happy thoughts dominating my mind. I felt this happiness in the past at very high level. I can be happier when I start doing yoga also Pilates that I can reach levels of pure happiness instead being very happy.

I recently discover that my homeopathic medicine is causing of my happiness this after and at least it working after a week of suffering. I feel some part of head or brain is feeling strange that cause my discovery of the effect of the medicine. This is what made my day really special is my strange happiness and I felt like I’m producing an aura of happiness. People who are close contact of me will feel my strange energies even the people online as well. ^__________________________________________________________^

PHEW! I took me two hours to write this entry and I wish I can type fast. I am so tired.

Today, I want to town with my mother to do some of our weekly shopping. To anyone who didn't know me well, I live in a very small isolate community surround but mountains and forests. Nothing much really happen in town but I have a tiny shopping list of my items. The highway or road to town has many many turn enough for anybody to get carsick. It took me a long time to get use to all of the turning on the road but it a hour drive to town as well and I figure a way to pass time that I can write in my personal journal. It takes skills to write in my journal while the car goes around many corners although my writing it not to messy but gradually I do get car sick if I write too much.

I read two more story from the fairy book  'Hans Andersen's Fairy tales' which are 'tin soldier' and '11 white swans' that reminds me of an artwork that Selina Fenech has done for this story although I can't find it on her website www.selinafenech.com.